well i'm feeling empty, not that there was much possession to begin with anyways. just that it's like the episode is ending and fading away. it's synonymous to some movie aftermaths where you indulged all your senses in the film so much that when you turned your back on the theatre, you probably felt and remembered nothing. it just feels similar here and there. i dont know just yet, maybe another chapter might unfold(or the producers plan to shoot an extension), just as the many trilogies out there that surfaced unexpectedly. by the way, emptiness doesnt equate nor is it inclusive of sadness.

haha i touched football for the first time in about 5 months. it's a little rusty i guess. and i dont deny that i still carry this horrific baggage of the acl rupture and fear to do certain things. i'll gradually work things back, though i'm not even past my rehab period yet.

bye!

empty, for me, is like losing touch of what has happened and gaining nothing of what's going to happen, soon.