hey you know it's just fucking(pardon my expression, it has to be this radical, trust me) depressing, disappointing and disparaging when you don't recover well from an injury, especially after laying so much effort into procedures like surgery, physio, rehab. i still have a little faith in myself and won't give up that easily i guess. i want to pull through this and return to full fitness, however challenging and time consuming the process.

good night

treasure what you have and don't get hurt. when you do, you find it hard to come back.