oh yea! after a hiatus due to my peculiarly lackadaisical self, i can say i'm back at blogging. i wouldnt consider the past few weeks(if not months) to be a rollercoaster ride, but i'm sure much happened and they can get as bizarre as you can imagine, though i would barely share some of them here.

i despair at the glimpse of my end of year results. it's ridiculously far from what i set out to achieve. but i cannot complain much, because i believe effort and result is engineered in a directly proportional relationship. i havent put in sufficient effort, and henceforth the yield tells it all. i cannot promise myself to bounce back to top tier of the cohort immediately next year, but i will find the discipline to peg back what missed out through the year. i dont think i can attribute the cause of the dismal results to council or any other involvement(either social/academic) for that matter because if someone who is in the same circumstances can grind out time, why didnt i? well whatever it is, i will do something about it. i'm anxious about next year. i find myself over-committed, but i dont wish to drop any of the commitments now coz i'm either obliged to be/in love with them.

anyways, if anyone out there came for maf, thanks alot. oh yea, scream too. i was actually quite bored in the maze for scream.(btw, i hid at the corner with dummies)

there is something that i feel so fervently compelled to discuss, yet i just cannot seem to recall what it is. maybe the next post i will remember. till then good night, and i will be really surprised if any of you still comes back to patronize my on-a-long-break blog. (okay shit, gotta settle chinese, pw & sat)