tell you what. i've gradually, upon certain friends' prompting, realised a flaw in myself. i have always been too persistent, or say stubborn over this idea of the "one and only". if anything were to be caught by my interest or desire, i would not hesitate to close all options(haha of course the good thing is i won't have any opportunity cost). i remember the younger days, when i wanted some "one and only" so much that i could cry on my mum's pants, i missed out on many other comparable things, be it the almost identical or far different ones. i reckon this isnt a really bad idea. but sometimes being too ardent on certain things and refusing to widen the range of options can be unhealthy. well, detractors can too argue that it's only right to focus on something of your utmost interest. i don't know. maybe my idea of "one and only" was very much a radical one.


anyways, i realised my blog update rates are getting lower. i'm going to buck up on that. well, it's one more day to the much-dreaded blocks. while i can jolly well wish everyone a hackneyed piece of "good wishes/luck", i hope that it'll be the hardwork and efforts that's going to take you through the blocks fine. so people, study hard and don't foolishly wait for free pies to fall from the sky.


recently, revisions in school have been rather interesting, esp due the ppl around. reading room is turning into a market. well you have got to be going to there to experience how ridiculous the supposedly conducive reading room have turned out to be.


anyways, attached are some random pictures taken with aran today:

the alien series returns

this is just simply retarded

i need to wake up


he loves swearing:D

haha that's it. holland's up against the russians soon. i will blog during blocks. take good care of yourselves people!


all that you see is me
and all I truly believe
that I was born to try
i've learned to love